~this image is to represent possibly triggering pages. take care of yourself as you look through these pages ~aloneness II
my want to belong and not be alonealone from inside the heart
and i'm afraid it will
completely break apart.
i see a hand reaching out
i'm afraid to hold onto it
i decide to bend forward
and to reach and see if it fits.
my hand feels calmness from the hand
but i repel just as fast
afraid, oh so afraid
that the calmness will not last.
i see another hand reaching
i grab a hold sooner to it
i feel the support
and i know it fits.
i feel more hands on me
as they support me
as i find my own ground
and stand so free.
i could never have done this
on my very own
and now i know
i am not alone.
everyone is here for me
and i am here for them,
i bow down saying thanks
and they reply, "no problem."
jan 2005