a torn heart


my heart is torn
a part wants to live,
but the majority wants to die.
i don't see a point to life
all there is, is hurt and pain,
and there is too much of it.
the part that wants to live
wants to change the world.
but we all know that won't happen.
so, what's the point to life?
that's why my heart is torn.
it's torn between life and death.

nov 2002