~this image is to represent possibly triggering pages. take care of yourself as you look through these pages ~underwater
the struggle to surviveto breathe
to live for another day.
i'm being held underwater
help, i need help
to live for another day.
i will do anything you say
to stop this torture.
i need to breathe
to move around
and not be held underwater.
the water is entering my body
i choke, i can't breathe,
i pass out.
they give me life
saying i have to abide by them.
torture is a part of life
suffering shows who's the strongest.
they hold me underwater
when i disobey.
water is a torture-chamber.
aug 2003