untitled

i feel so alone
that i will be disown
just for being me
and i'll never be scot-free.
i'm looked upon as if in sin
and make people to do a backspin
because i look normal
but i am not at all.
i have this illness
which i have to confess
food is not a friend, but is evil
and often ends up in the land fill.
i find i have to purge
after a big food splurge
i often feel shame
after and i proclaim . . .
i have bulimia and i yelp
i know i need the much needed help.
please, please help me
as i reach for help to BP.

jan 2005