why can't they stop?

i'm remembering something scary
being held do, not moving
why can't they stop?
trying to make me think differently
to make me think their touching is ok
they put somethin in my mouth
so i can't scream for help
why can't they stop?
they know exactly what they're to do
and that is making me more scared
i want to die
i don't want to see another day
why can't they stop?
they are hurting me
the pain
i cry in pain
they're doing it harder, more vicous
it hurts
Why can't they stop?

oct. 2002