why me?

why me?
i always ask
as awful things always happen
to the one and only, me.
so why me?
i am tired of the pain
the torture that happens everyday.
why me?
as i move slower and slower
i don't want to see another day to come
only more sadness happens then.
why me?
i don't want to face another day
i'm tired of seeing all the agony
as everyone look down on me.
why me?
i ask everyday
and i never recieve an answer.
why me?

aug 2005