~this image is to represent possibly triggering pages. take care of yourself as you look through these pages ~Coming From Within
My chest is being opened
like an old peanut.
Within my chest is a
shrivelled up heart that
does not want to pump anymore.
When my heart beats, it hurts
and takes a lot of effort
to pump more blood.
My chest has been opened
by a sharp jagged-edge knife.
The knife can cut through anything.
My heart has been stabbed by the knife
and blood is gushing everywhere.
My heart is very relieved and tired.
My heart has decided to stop beating forever.
Now my heart will be able to rest.
September 1998